holy fucking shit i hate drinking so much and i always forget how much i hate drinking until i’m really drunk and throwing up everywhere as in right now good god jesus christ i hate this why did i ever do this

i’m so confused how are you supposed to meet boys if you are too shy to talk to them but not hot enough for them to want to talk to you first

Anonyme: You are great and wonderful and lovely and inspiring. Don't fret about college, you have had more adventures and experiences than most people there anyway! You have a brilliant mind and I know that whatever you do and wherever go you will bring creativity and light.

I hope you’re right. you are ever so kind!

Anonyme: why? What wwas college like?

most of the time it has been very lonely and isolated with a lot of nasty weather, drug use, chain smoking, anxiety, and panic attacks. i’ve just had a lot of trouble making friends.

everyone is saying all these things about how much they have grown and changed throughout their freshman year of college but I don’t feel that I’ve grown at all. I felt so happy and healthy and wise upon my return from Bolivia but now, after a semester of college, I feel like I’ve reverted back to how I felt in fucking high school. It shouldn’t be like this should it?? What am I doing wrong!??

Anonyme: blue pink orange cream (ﾉ◡‿◡✿)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧ *

Blue - You’re amazing.

Pink - I think you’re cute.

Orange - I want to get to know you.

Cream - I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.

thank you :3 if you don’t talk to me you probably will never get to know me!